kites

don't come up to me and say you like it
it's better if you say you hate it, that's the truth exactly
when we go out dancing, i don't want to be bothered
i just want to be bothered with real love

tonight i have to leave it.

hello, reading break.

my reading break includes: sleeping in, hanging out, writing two papers, studying psych, and finishing/starting a project .. ooh and maybe a clothing drive with my PE partner, arden!
i am excited for the clothing drive, i think it'll be really fun.. thats if everyone participates!

i had my math midterm today. it was okay, but i still hate probability. i just can't wrap my head around all those things!

today my love bug had his shoulder surgery. i am really amazed with him. seriously, he is so tough.. if i just had surgery i would be laying in bed and watching audrey hepburn, eating chocolate. ... haha. wait.. that's what i always do anyways.
but no, dale is just good like that. he never complains, ever.

tomorrow i hope to see my cousin before she goes back home for the break. i miss her. we need to catch up over tea or something. so maybe she will stop by my place tomorrow.

also on the list is cleaning. i have this horrible problem with keeping my room clean. i clean it, and then an hour later, it's a mess all over again. gosh. i really need some post-cleaning tips.

download shake it by metro station. it's a gooder. i have been jumping and dancing around to it for the past half hour.

ooh. happy birthday to the beautiful one: tash. she is finally 19. and i am so excited to go out with her. i am sad that i am not there to celebrate with her this weekend.

ah. i am soo excited to go to vancouver. ah ah ah. one week.

xx

stand in the rain tonight.

wednesday:
i have two tests today .. the regular chinese and astro quiz that i have every two weeks. but this time, i have really studied, i mean really studied for them! cause last time i didn't do too well on them, so now is my chance to try to get my grade back to where it was.

thursday:
tomorrow i have a math midterm, which i haven't studied that much for. i find it hard to study for math, because its like you either know how to do things or you don't. you can practice lots of problems and things, but there will always be a different question on the midterm.. so i dunno i mean i have studied for a bit. and i will later on... but i am not studying for it too too much.
ah, but the final exam in math is worth 60%!! isn't that crazy. you could pass all your assignments and midterms, and then bomb the final, and fail the course. so yikes, there will be lots of studying for that one.

i am just rationalizing all my ideas. and its dumb, but i can't stop rambling haha.

then once i finish my midterms, it's right into reading break, which means catching up on papers and projects that i have left til the last minute.. over reading break i have to write my psych paper .. start to really crack down on my PE project, and study for my psych midterm for the following thursday. but then if i work really really hard, then i'll feel super stoked about going to vancouver with carli to shop and see my mom! and it will kinda be my reward for all my hard work.

annnnnnnnd then. dale is coming on the 21! two weeks today. i am so excited to see him again. but i warned him that while he is here we are going to spend lots of time in the library studying and lots of time on campus. haha. but at least we'll be together! yeeeow.

tomorrow, dale gets his surgery for his shoulder, so while he is here he will still be recovering quite a bit (well the whole recovery process is like 6 months depending on the person/situation i guess), but i hope he is okay to travel and such with his shoulder.
tomorrow, is also tasha's 19th birthday! i am excited for her. i love when people joiin the 19 club, cause its like i am turning 19 all over again, cause i have more friends to go out with! yiipee.

anyways, i should study some math.
blah

xx

sand in my shoes

we're kissing without kissing.

we've got it down to a fine art.

paris when it sizzles.

she orders champagne, a pot of earl grey tea, hamburgers with extra chips, and tiny english strawberries and vanilla ice cream. i haven't the heart to tell her i've lost my appetite.

thank you, no thank you.

so my evening last night, started out with lots of crazy things, and the realization that sierra and i should have our very own reality show..

umm well i will start from this afternoon. sierra and i went to work out, then home to shower and change, and then i went over to her house to have a salad, and then we booked it over to safeway to pick up some treats.
on the way over we managed to piss off some old man while switching lanes, all the while he is staring us down and shaking his head. an old man, wearing a turtle neck being all grumpppy. boo him.

so then we go into safeway, and im looking forward to my chocolate covered jubes .. and they are OUT. the ONLY thing they are out of. is my jubes.

anyways, so then we leave safeway and call alex to tell her that we are on our way and will be there soon. so we're driving down one of the main streets and its busy, and some man driving a mini-van with a plastic playground strapped down on it it waving his arms and yelling at us. so i roll down the window thinking we're going to get yelled at for some illegal move we have done .. anyways he yells that he thinks we just a hub cab back at the last intersection. great.

so when we go back to check it out, there's out hub cab sitting there all destroyed in the middle of the intersection.

onwards we go, and we're almost to alex's, passing the crack playground and we see a car pulled over on the side of a road, and a kid just bolting it away from the car. so i get all freaked out that a child is being kidnapped, and now he is running away from the vehicle. so we circle the block and sierra and i are already discussing what heroes we could be. so we come back around, and to our surprise there's the kid on the corner with his friend, going back to the car.. they were being picked up for a PLAY DATE. jeezeee. then i wave the children and announce that jesus i am now a pedofile. greeeat.

so we finally make it to alex's and run in to tell her and boomer our stories. and all i wanted was to give boomer a first good impression, but now it's too late cause he thinks we are crazy girls. haha.

then we baked more cookies, and watched saw 3. the end.
haha. and we made alex and boomer watch saw 2 before the third one. so they had double doses of heart attacks.

charmed.

i just finished watching roman holiday with audrey hepburn in it.
i think i am going to be audrey to a costume party sometime.

i have much love for her and her style.

anyways, the movie was typical girl falls in love with guy.. but it was still pretty good. cause it was all in original format, black and white and such. and audrey is just so adorable, you can't help but LOVE her.
anyways, watch it sometime.

tell me the story again.

i let him go because i couldn't keep him.
when someone wants very much to have an adventure in life, it's impossible to hold them back,
no matter how hard you try.

park lane.

i don't care.
he spins through the heat and noise, a golden, glittering being-Orpheus playing in the underworld.
we're immortal.
invincible.
in love.

five cent candies.

well, for my halloween, us girls (sierra, alex, julian, and i .. haha yes us girls) got together and binged out on pizza, chocolates, and five cent candies. while we pigged out, we watched saw.

this morning, i had two classes, and then sierra and i went to work out for an hour. after working out, we ate oranges.. and then went to psych. i actually payed attention. and i actually remembered things from last class.

after class, sierra and i made salads and reviewed more psych for our midterm in two weeks. i have to score at least 60% to pick up my grade. while that doesn't sound like a lot, it is to me. psych is my hardest class this year, so i am really going to have to work hard to do well on this test.
after we reviewed psych, we watched saw 2. those movies are way too disturbing.

tomorrow i get to sleep in (yay!), and then sierra and i are going to work out. and then its studying studying studying for mee! woooop.

i don't have many things to say today, but i'll write more tomorrow.

xx